Blessed year (2012)

 Almost one year didn't make any  posts for this blog. I missed posting my beautiful experiences for 2012. Unforgetable year!  Actually, there were many experiences which was not all favoring to my want and my needs but i  can still consider them as my  beautiful experiences for the year 2012. God is good. He didnt allow me to be depressed, frustrated or kill myself but instead God  made me strong and went nearer to Him. I learned to count so many blessings that He had given to me and my children. There were times that i felt not in good shape and i consulted many doctors . I am diagnosed of breast cancer , thyroid cancer but after the two biopsies not seen any malignant cells. I am still undergoing for right diagnosis and management. May  God bless my health.
My two kids finished the same course (instrumentation &control engineering). My daughter works in Emerson Company almost two years now for his engineering job and now under training  for higher position. My son graduated only last May 2012 and luckily he got employment abroad on the August at the same year. That was three (3) months after his graduation he hired for Singapore and with God's love he said he likes his job and no problem with his multi race co-workers. Thank You Lord!

Time Flies so Fast

Yes! time flies so fast! I started blogging four  years ago, t'was my son 2nd year college and daughter was 3rd  year college. Both were taking five years course which is engineering. I am not good in English and more not a writer but for financial sake very badly for my children's studies i insisted myself to join in the blogosphere to earn online. Now, they are already graduates and successfully got works related to their profession, Both works in an international company, my son based in Bintan Indonesia while my daughter still based here in the Philippines. Thanks to God and creator of Blogger Dashboard in the internet.

Everything has a purpose...

Me and my kids planned last night that we'll attend church service for ten AM but its already 10:15 but they didn't woke up yet.For sure we'll attend the afternoon service. I already expected this that we can't attend the morning service because they are used to sleep late. See? though they promised to woke up early but they are still in bed snoring. Even the breakfast i prepared, it is already cold , for sure this will be their lunch food , i will not cook for new anymore. I am beginning to freak out again.
While waiting for them, i checked my email and thank God! There is an email from Sponsored Reviews that they had purchased a review from advertiser for me. Love it! I have accepted and made the review immediately. Not bad waiting for my children until they wake up. God is really good. Everything has a purpose.

My small variety store

I reopened my small business again. For personal reason, my store was been closed for almost a year. I took that opportunity to take rest, sleep eight hours a day and reflexion.

As i posted before that my store is just in our garage, so still the same situation. I am stay at home mom with very small business. If my store is small before, it smaller these time again because there are small stores already in my neighborhood. I wanted to expand into a bigger sari sari store for bigger profit but the problem is i don't have enough capital. One thing more, population of this community is very small and seldom you see people around outside their houses. My candies and some snack foods is little bit fast moving than the other items because there are children who love buying candies and snacks in my store. They used to hanged out and play here after their classes or when they arrived from their school.

How i wish and pray that soon i can find a way to have a more profitable business. I am financially problematic. hu!hu!hu! Who ever rich person you are, please share your money to me...hehehe!

Mother's Day 2011

Mother's out there..HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!. I am one of the happiest mother in this world today. My children greeted me with hug and kisses. They bought for me a Red Ribbon Cake. How sweet they are to me...(i am teary eyes) .They are now big children and it happen that friday was their first payday so the gift(cake) is from their hard work.

Baguio Visit after Christmas Day

Our Baguio visit. With me are my children Tintin and Joshua last December 27. I still miss one person in my life but these two kids of mine made me happy always. They are the only people on earth that can make me happy specially like this occasion when supposedly , a family should be complete. That is why can't live without them..

My kids...

They are my two kids when they were young. I was hoping and praying that they will grow closed to each other as brother and sister and respect one another always. They will not fight, instead support each other and help each other specially if they are already become older and until they have already a family of their own.
They are now matured. My girl has already a boyfriend while my son who is nineteen years old is still loveless. He's very choosy

She looks studious

This is my daughter when she was almost two years old. I gave her always coloring books, pencil and pieces of paper to keep them busy eventhough she was still very young. She looks studious noh? Yes. my daughter is lakuwatsadora when she was in high school and up to now but she's studious and never fail to study her lessons everyday before going to school.

Lonely kids

There were times that i pity my kids when there's nobody to talk to them while i am doing something in the house. For their safety i used to confined them in the crib and watch tv. Those days, Sesame Street was the most popular show for kids and became one of their favorite.

Take it easy with Jesus

I moved out to our new house after my second delivery. The baby in the picture is my baby boy. One year younger than my baby daughter. He's seven months here. They have almost the same features and face with my baby daughter when she's on this age. The hair of my son is just only thicker. We are only three in this house. I'll do all alone the works at home with these two babies. It was very difficult but i can't just leave my baby over job outside my home. I used to confined him in his crib at my side while doing the house hold chores . My baby daughter started to roam around the house. When they grow little older i sent them to a Christian school. It's a private school with huge tuition fees. I need to work for our needs and school fees. I started a small business in my home. I made our garage into a variety store. I operate the business alone while raising my children. If they are not in the school i will help them to do their assignment and school projects though how busy i was in my store.
I was all alone for the business and home and my children. It was really really very tiring due to over working plus the pains in my heart due to my failed marriage . Me myself still can't believe that i survived if i recall my tiring and painful past but very very happy because of my children, they are doing well. There are moments that i cry for joy because i felt the presence of the Lord Jesus during the most difficult times of my life. Still some trials and problems in our life , but i just take it as normal trials like other people do. Life is good! At least now, i can take it very lightly without big fear. Tintin (my daughter's name)is already fifth year and she's graduating. And my son Josh is fourth year. Sorry friends!!!! i am just only feeling proud mother today ha? I know still many rice to eat ..... Sabi nila take it easy or Weder weder na lang ang mga problema na yan kung meron man at kung may darating pa...heheeh. Joke!
Seriously. I thank God, He never leave us. Every minute He was always there with us and until now. I always said my thanks to God in Jesus name. I love you Lord....

My Sunday schedule today...

I woke up early with smiles . Although i was so in distress about my abdominal pain. Pain psychologically relieved by the call and concern of my mother in law. I also received emails from my sister who is in other country. Just her routine emails, as usual she's just only updating but I didn't tell her my health situation yet because i am still under further diagnostic investigation. I don't want her to worry about me. I had my Upper Gastro Intestinal Series yesterday. Results are not yet ready until now.
I can't make it too long because i am going to church now. I'll be alone because my kids prefers to attend the church service in the evening. I don't want to go on the evening today because i'll watch TV GMA7, for Starstruck V finale at 7 PM. My kids also have their own time now not like when they were young that we go to church together. Now.. we seldom go to church together. Our dialoged now is "What time you attend the church service?" (anong oras ka magsisimba?)
they have grown now and they can go anywhere they want without me so they won't woke up early but they will just go according to their own comfortable time.

Nice place

Me and my son went to Mall of Asia to buy some string of his guitar. We able to bought the one he is looking for early so we passed by at the seaside to see the beautiful sunset here in Manila Bay but still the sun is high . While waiting for the sun to go down i watched those children in the park . They are playing innocently. This is a newly developed place.