Better....i hope.

I really didn't expect that it can be happen to my life. T'was so longggggggggg we patiently wait for him to be good husband and father but still ended to worst. Yes.. it is really painful, frustrating and shameful that a man that i married long time ago is................ . Sorry, i can't reveal and elaborate the problem. Hope you all understand.... Me and my kids hardly accept and they told me they are hurt so much like me but they need to be strong. I can feel the pain inside their heart but their father doesn't care. He is numb about what we feel. For so many years waiting to be good but ended to end.

Only God knows what's happen next of our life, we are unloved .. But anyway, I just entrust everything to God Almighty. I know right now is eying on me and my kids. I am very sure there is something (better blessing) He will give to me and my kids to make us happy and who knows... better and happier. I believe He is Almighty and loving Father. Pleasssss...

Take it easy with Jesus

I moved out to our new house after my second delivery. The baby in the picture is my baby boy. One year younger than my baby daughter. He's seven months here. They have almost the same features and face with my baby daughter when she's on this age. The hair of my son is just only thicker. We are only three in this house. I'll do all alone the works at home with these two babies. It was very difficult but i can't just leave my baby over job outside my home. I used to confined him in his crib at my side while doing the house hold chores . My baby daughter started to roam around the house. When they grow little older i sent them to a Christian school. It's a private school with huge tuition fees. I need to work for our needs and school fees. I started a small business in my home. I made our garage into a variety store. I operate the business alone while raising my children. If they are not in the school i will help them to do their assignment and school projects though how busy i was in my store.
I was all alone for the business and home and my children. It was really really very tiring due to over working plus the pains in my heart due to my failed marriage . Me myself still can't believe that i survived if i recall my tiring and painful past but very very happy because of my children, they are doing well. There are moments that i cry for joy because i felt the presence of the Lord Jesus during the most difficult times of my life. Still some trials and problems in our life , but i just take it as normal trials like other people do. Life is good! At least now, i can take it very lightly without big fear. Tintin (my daughter's name)is already fifth year and she's graduating. And my son Josh is fourth year. Sorry friends!!!! i am just only feeling proud mother today ha? I know still many rice to eat ..... Sabi nila take it easy or Weder weder na lang ang mga problema na yan kung meron man at kung may darating pa...heheeh. Joke!
Seriously. I thank God, He never leave us. Every minute He was always there with us and until now. I always said my thanks to God in Jesus name. I love you Lord....