Self pity

Supposedly becoming hot weather this time because March month is nearly coming but i felt very cold on nights and daytime as well. I love it better than hot weather because i saved energy from using electric fans. I feel more comfortable going out when it is not sunny. One reason why i avoids hot sunshine is i am using whitening lotion! LOL!!!! it's contraindicated to these whitening lotion. It results to adverse reaction.
When it comes to physical, I get jealous to people who are whiter complexion, they looks always beautiful even though they have a flat nose or bigger lips . Well... many women have a fair, or brown skin color who looks beautiful but sadly i am not one of them....Huh!huh!huh!
Friends, i am just alone today again, that is why i can't think of a better with sense. LOL!!