Better....i hope.

I really didn't expect that it can be happen to my life. T'was so longggggggggg we patiently wait for him to be good husband and father but still ended to worst. Yes.. it is really painful, frustrating and shameful that a man that i married long time ago is................ . Sorry, i can't reveal and elaborate the problem. Hope you all understand.... Me and my kids hardly accept and they told me they are hurt so much like me but they need to be strong. I can feel the pain inside their heart but their father doesn't care. He is numb about what we feel. For so many years waiting to be good but ended to end.

Only God knows what's happen next of our life, we are unloved .. But anyway, I just entrust everything to God Almighty. I know right now is eying on me and my kids. I am very sure there is something (better blessing) He will give to me and my kids to make us happy and who knows... better and happier. I believe He is Almighty and loving Father. Pleasssss...

I can't view my blogs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my gushhh!! what's happenning to my blog or to my computer... I can loggin to my Dashboard but it can't reach to view my blog. If i click the "view blog" My blog appear for only two seconds then turned the screen into all white. On "New Post" and "Edit Post" there is no problem. My problem is view blog. Three of my blogs have the same problem. I can view all other websites except my own blogs. Huh! huh! huh! please help me ... Tell me what to do if you had ever encounter this kind of problem . I am alone in my home. I do hope it is not a kind of hacking my account. Yesterday again I can't turned off my computer it says i have to close first my windows. I have to wait for my son to fixed it. He said something about disabled. I can't understand about computer problem at all.
It is good that i can still make a new post but i am not sure if it can be published. I'll try to publish this post if possible. I wish it can be published because i have still two more task to do .
By the way. ..Good Morning everyone! I hope you have a good morning not like me. I am in a hurry to start to blog but this computer problem frustrates me really.