9/14/08

alone

At the moment I am alone at home. I feel lonely. My kids are getting older. They decide where they want to go without me now. And they start making their own decision now. I feel that they are not closed to me anymore .
There is no problem if they will go to their lolo and lola (grandparents)'s house because I don't need to cook anymore and take the opportunity to get some rest. But after hours away from them, I feel so much missing them and wanted them to come home that I can't wait anymore.
I think I am exaggerated and childish, I should have to accept the fact that they are not so young anymore and let them go where they want and of course there must be a limit.

14 comments:

pensucks said...

oh come on, dont feel like that nanay belen... let your children decide at panindigan ang desisyon nila. paraan ito para matuto... napadaan lang po.:)

Borneo Falcon said...

I think that is the trend of the youngster now.

kamotenista said...

Nay parang narinig ko si Nanay ko sa'yo...hehehe

Yan din yung dialog ni Nanay ko noong isa-isa na kaming nawawala sa bahay.Ngayon daw yung bahay it's like a ghosthouse walang maingay, walang makulit, at walang magulo. Nay,we have to learn to live life and make decisions. We have to learn to live life one day at a time.We have to get in our comfort zone to realize what is life...*hug*

ckulit said...

Me and hubby always talk about this situation like you have Nanay. We can't wait till they grow up but at the same time we're scared of them growing up because soon they will be on their own too. But I think that's the pain and joy of being a parent! Am sure our parents felt the same way when we left home.

God bless you Nanay!

the donG said...

i can feel your boredom. but it really happens. i remember my mom always telling us that she doesnt want us to grow. hehehe...

Rio said...

nay, wag na po kayong malungkot. hindi naman po kayo nalilimutan ng mga anak ninyo. im sure na kayo pa din po ang no.1 sa buhay nila..

alf said...

hi,
don't worry nanay B, once they start to have their own families babalik ulit 'yan sa'yo...even if you are not together that often anymore i'm sure you are still no.1 in their hearts.

Tey said...

Same things goes with but not that far yet since they are only 10 years old. I am trying to prepare myself for that, but just too painful ust thinking about it. Thanks for sharing and dropping by my site
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Mahalia said...

nanay, ilang taon na lang at di na kayo ulit ma-alone. dadami na ang mga grandbabies niyo at tiyak laging ihahabilin sa inyo. sabihin nyo na lang sa mga anak nyo na dalian na at hintay nyo na ang mga apo nyo.

Nyl said...

i realized that same instance for my parents..minsan sa haus even when we live in the same building, may kanya kanya nang pinagkakaabalahan.:(

cheer up nanay!just enjoy the blogging to feel less alone.:)

ckulit said...

I agree with Mahalia Nanay, few years from now you'll be busy with your apos.

dropped ec... Ingat po lagi!

Happy Moments..Happy Thoughts! said...

Hi Nanay Belen. Just wait until you'll have some grandkids, you will never feel lonely again.
Thanks for dropping by.

Roland said...

nung bata pa ako parang ayaw ko maalis sa piling ng nanay. but when i finished college, kahit anong pigil na nanay ko, wala siyang nagawa nung mag-decide akong mag-abroad.

nay, nalungkot tuloy akong bigla.

raqgold said...

you'd really miss the noise, ano? i think as a parent, everybody experiences such things. hugs!
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